September 17

OK, last night was a blur, lol. But I went to the grocery store and got a variety of smart ones. I had one for lunch yesterday...but I also did something stupid. I brought a bag of sun chips. Harvest cheddar is my favorite. Let's just say that instead of keeping them at work, I took them home and I have a small corner left in the bag. I can't blame this on Sasha (my 2 year old dog) as I was the one that sat and ate the majority while watching tv. I also munched on them on my commute home, which did not take 2 hours this time!

I didn't even turn on the computer last night. I talked to Deidre, took a shower and did some reading. I went to bed at 9:00 last night! I was exhausted, and I still didn't get up until 5:30. But I did leave before 6:30 and was only a few minutes late for work.

So back to this bag of sun chips. That was all I ate last night. But I feel bad that I let myself do that. That's my m.o. I say, I'll eat a few and if I eat it out the bag, before I know it I finished the bag. Oh and don't give me the advice to not eat out of the bag. Because that doesn't help either. I will keep going back to the bag because I know where it is, lol. I've opted to stop buying chips so much. I don't buy them as much as I used to because I know how I am. Same with Ice cream. If I buy vanilla, it will stay in there for 6 months...but let Edy's have a sale bogo free or 2 for $6, and it won't last a week. That's because I'm going to buy one of those creations. You know, mint chocolate chip, chocolate chip, cookies and cream, cookie dough, rocky road, etc.

I was looking in the mirror today and felt so disgusted! My top tire is bigger than the bottom tire around my middle now...Yuck! I don't even look good in my clothes anymore. I used to be able to hide behind my hair, but now that I have shorter hair, there is nothing to hide behind.